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1. Real name – Laurie
2. Nickname – Lala
3. Favorite color - Purple
4. Male or female - Female
5. Elementary/primary school – Merrylands
6. Middle/secondary school – James Hornsby
7. High school/college-sixth form - SEEC
8. College/University – Anglia Ruskin
9. Hair color - Naturally brown, dyed purple
11. Sweats or jeans - Jeans
12. Phone or camera - Phone
13. Health freak – No
14. Orange or apple - Apple
15. Into guys or girls - Both but have only dated guys
16. Guy friends or girl friends – Doesnt matter as long as they're good people
17. Piercings – 4 in each ear
Coming back, here's why...
Heeey.
So a month or so ago I decided to take a break from regularly posting art on my deviantart for depression reasons. I posted a few pics but nowhere near as much as I have in the past and was basically keeping my art to myself for a while. I've decided to go back into posting stuff more regularly and I'll tell a little story explaining why.
So I have a coworker who is the sweetest, kindest woman I've ever met. Hell shes the one who got me my current job and has always been very helpful in learning new things about my profession. So it came as an enormous blow when we learned this woman is suffering from cancer and that it's untreatable
Thinking of giving it up
Hey, so I've been off the radar for a while, eh?
Well I've been seriously considering something; packing in art altogether. The reason for this is lately I've been battling depression more than usual. By this I mean I've been suffering near constant suicidal thoughts, apathy towards nearly everything in my life, general anger and sadness at the tiniest things, you get the idea. And for a while I've been trying to use my art as an outlet, something to help me get through these thoughts or even just provide a temporary distraction.
Well, lately I've come to hate everything I draw to a pretty extreme level. I mean I normally dislike my own wor
20,000 page views
Whoa. Hot damn.
Thanks guys!
Now if you'll excuse me, I got dinner to cook.
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happy 2015
everyone be on the look out for hoverboards and flying cars
everyone be on the look out for hoverboards and flying cars